the camera doesn't lie

the camera doesn't lie

the camera doesn't lie

it's not there

it's not there.

waking up

can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me

can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me

can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me

can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me

can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me
can't sleep minotaur will eat me

SEE I CAN DO THE SHITTY LABYRINTH MOTIFS NOW TOO.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck i should never have woken up

Kitten Monday #14

Hi guys! Thought I might upload a Kitten Monday ON AN ACTUAL MONDAY FOR ONCE ahahahahaha I'm so funny. I'm about halfway through my folder of kitten pictures, so I still have a while before I'll need to "restock".

I keep losing time, just little spots of twenty minutes at the longest. It's happened at school and while I'm trying to study at home. According to my family and Penny I just sit there and don't do anything, which ought to be reassuring but instead is just making me nervous. I still haven't figured out what was with the weird text with the white background in my last post is about either. It's all talking about mazes and leaves...har har, geniuses, I KNOW my name is Ariadne. Talking about LABYRINTHS? Oh MAN, that's original.

Fuck.

I can't sleep properly at the moment, either- I just get little snatches or catnaps, which is kind of unhelpful since I am in the middle of my mock/practice exams. I'm kinda worried about my marfv



WAKE UP.

Kitten Monday #13

Awright, Kittens first, update on Waking afterwards.

Okay, so I went off my meds on Monday. Went to sleep expecting some kind of huge thing to happen. Like a nightmare or an epic battle in the centre of my mind or some shit.

I had a dream about a maze made out of a forest, branches interlocking to form a Labyrinth, and I knew the way out and I was running towards the exit for ages and ages and ages, and when I woke up I promptly hurled weird black stuff. That's all.

Have I woken up?

I don't know, I don't feel any different. I've had normal dreams and stuff, and I don't feel ti


I am princess of leaves and run until I cannot see them, just walls and run and run until I am walking through my lungs, setting my lifeline, it's keeping me and no matter what, I am going.
I can hear birds and run until I collapse, feeling it reach out and still I am following the ground in front of leaves and run and small animals but I am going.
I am going.
I am following the omega, it reach out and still I run and tell myself not to run, dragging deep breaths through my lungs, setting my lungs, setting my veins on fire.
My legs start to run, dragging deep breaths through a maze, a forcefield.
I cannot see them, just walls and run and find me, and small animals but I am walking through a maze, a forcefield.
I am princess of the maze.
I breathe deep, and the end, the end, the alpha and run until I am princess of me.
I don't turn around.


...What the actual fuck.

Okay, comment: is it Princess of the Maze (obvs reference to the Ariadne of Classical mythology, c'mon) or Princess of Leaves and what the hell does "run until I am princess of me" mean?"

"a maze, a forcefield"? okay, what? and how can one walk through their lungs?

I don't understand. I really don't.

Welp.

sleep

I figured it out.

I figured out how to wake up

To wake up you have to go to sleep! I get it now! The only way you can "wake up" is from sleep. Real sleep, not what I'm getting now with the medication. Proper sleep. I 

I was looking at the drawings I posted photos of earlier, and it says "Only the sleeping can wake" and that's how I figured it out. I can't believe I didn't realise it beforehand...

I'll post a Kitten Monday tomorrow, on Tuesday. I would post one now but I'm meant to be studying so I only have time for one short post, but I promise you all, Kittens tomorrow. I won't go back on my word!

Ciao for now!

Ariadne